Win or win?

Okay...so skool started :B Quick review, I'm so le tired from week one and we haven't even done anything ~_~

Spanish: Nice young Argentenian lady that shares my first name. Waiting on stupid textbook to arrive. I honestly don't know about this class yet because she was absent the second day XD
CS: Nerdy DILF of a prof, entertaining thus far. The book is cute and dumb :3 I think I have a vague idea of what I'm doing in Java, but forgetting most of what I learned in math isn't helping me today ._. At least I don't have no runtime errors :D
RTF 317: Intro to Narrative strategies taught by a woman I officially have a Lady crush on! *_* She's so pretty and cute. Today's lecture was full of fun and clips and Hitchcock :P I hope to get a better handle on the material so I can sound smart for her >_>
RTF 318: Intro to Image and Sound taught by a relatively dorky movie type guy. Omg today's class was so fucking technical I'm getting a little intimidated ;; I hope I get the hang of thing...It will all come in handy, I'm sure!


Anyways things happening...good to see the Austin friends...Joe and I have a film club, that should be cool. Tomorrow I am going to my first 317 screening, a film called "Brick" from 05 and might be cool and go to Motorcycle Diaries at 10 if I'm cool.

Sipping out of my Wonder Woman mug makes me feel like a p.i.m.p. Learning about Sarah Palin does not. :(


For the love of God, America...PLEASE VOTE FOR OBAMA. If you want to throw your vote away, THROW IT AWAY ON HIM. PLEASE.

Anyway, back to le java. Missing the friend from helLtown ;; Tomorrow's my bro's birthday. Might maybe get a job tomorrow :0 Things should pan out, I hope.


Laters,
n*N

So impersonal and out of myself too often. Where has all the time gone? Where has my self expression fled?

Bleh. I've been reduced to only identifying with with Cat and Girl as of late. What happened to my own manifestation of emotions? What happened to my own art?

I need to do something. Something!

I've been so wrapped up with feminism and work and being upset and annoyed for everything. I haven't let any of that out in my own medium. What happened to that? Where has the time gone?

Maybe this is just 6 am blues. I wish my hair felt nice for once, but its just falling all over the place and losing its sheen.

I wish I could just translate that which keeps me awake at night into a Morrissey-esque song. But I'll never be that talented.

Whatever. I'd post another Cat and Girl but the damn site is down.

I didn't know till today this had been out! I'm excited and skeptical XD But more later, I have a final tomorrow, boo!

Love ya, Claudette :3

WIN. :x



also, been meaning to post these lyrics because I rediscovered how much I love them. Video to compliment for those who don't like words.




Open my eyes as I submerge
and I won't deny what I've been since birth.
I'll die drowned by your standards.
Breathe in the life of the summmer's death as the orange
and red breathe their first breath,
so welcome as they're burning through.
We all begin to burn.
Autumn's flame dance's in my eyes
Set alight for all we've learned.
My ashes falling.
My skin is singed but it heals my heart
and with glowing pride I'll wear my scars.
I'm honored by your hatred.
Leaves fall we arise again,
and the end impending,
it will begin.
So welcome as it's burning through.
Ashes fall and I'm rising up again. Ashes fall.
Ashes fall. Ashes fall as we all arise.





So nice, I'll post it twice.

Random! Oh well, fun times

STRANGER.

Heh. I can't believe I've already seen that movie three times.

Last week I didn't sleep at all. This week, my body realized just how pointless if is to stay awake. Case in point: Slept from 1-9 the night before, slept from 2-8 yesterday afternoon, and slept from 1-9 last night. It's almost naptime again...

Anyway, in the even that Hurricane Dolly is part of racist, government conspiracy to kill off minorities (see: "George Bush doesn't care about black people!x"), here are a few recent pics. Also, I'm a bored camera whore sometimes. Also, no cuts for you because you just ignore my posts anyways D:! :3 luff u guys <3<3

Maek up for TDK. Colors are all weird, so I guess the photo sort of failed its purpose:


Gratuitous YSOSRS? style pic




I liked my hair, but in retrospect it looks dumb :(



There were lovely Jokers all about our premiere I should have taken pictures of :( Sorry guys.

Then, my cousin Jamie's Quincenera. It was lovely and Broadway themed. Cute

Her dress was really pretty. Event was so damn busy I didn't get to say hi, though :| Oh well, not very close anyways (related through our grandparents remarrying to one another like...10 years ago now)



This is a really adorable inbetween shot of said Grandparents. I have a formal one, but I just thought this one was too cute.



Con mi prima Crystal



Con mi abuelo Roberto Santos <3



That's all. I took a ton more, but these were my favorites :3


Anyways...I think I'm either going to take a nap or play guitar or something. Let disappointment continue to sink in.

Although, I hope we don't die by this hurricane. We usually don't, but yeah. Care about us here in South TX if you aren't from here, too?

n*N

Morrissey = Love... Bowie=Love...Morrissey covering Bowie, intentionally making mistakes? =...?

Still interesting :3 I think I like it because I'm a loser XD

"Cursing at the INTERNET!...You don't really like this song, do you? Do you?"

aww, I almost forgot about this video. Very well shot, and the song is catchy, too. Sara Quin is so cute :3:3

also



Epic. Davey is such a fabu hottie. Even Madonna recognizes this.

For good measure...



TDK was amazing, btw. Go see it. Now. NOW.

I thought I was done shaking.

WHY? Just fucking why? This isn't even about me anymore. Serious fucking ly.

Say hi to my intranet fwiends, kitty :3:3












Mark, bien grosera.

Too many good songs to describe my mood.

So now you send me your hardened 'regards'
When once you'd send me 'Love'
Sincerely I must tell you
Your mild 'best wishes'
They make me suspicious

You can only be strong for so long
It may not eat you but it will beat you
So this is why I tell you
I really don't understand
This time

Rejection is one thing, but rejection from a fool is cruel.

Shock (medical)
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Signs and symptoms

* Hypovolemic shock
o Anxiety, restlessness, altered mental state due to decreased cerebral perfusion and subsequent hypoxia.
o Hypotension due to decrease in circulatory volume.
o A rapid, weak, thready pulse due to decreased blood flow combined with tachycardia.
o Cool, clammy skin due to vasoconstriction and stimulation of vasoconstriction.
o Rapid and shallow respirations due to sympathetic nervous system stimulation and acidosis.
o Hypothermia due to decreased perfusion and evaporation of sweat.
o Thirst and dry mouth, due to fluid depletion.
o Fatigue due to inadequate oxygenation.
o Cold and mottled skin (cutis marmorata), especially extremities, due to insufficient perfusion of the skin.
o Distracted look in the eyes or staring into space, often with pupils dilated.


Definitely wouldn't have medical shock, but fuck if I didn't feel those symptoms in addition to sensation of utter cold and shivering.

But I'll be over it.


Till then I should entertain myself. Hope all you kiddies lol as hard as I did.










Hmm, according to my soon to end UT calender, today is Embrace Your Geekiness Day. I think I shall indulge myself later with something. But for now, the bed beckons. Love my friends. Love my family. Love those that matter most.

And Juvi's new kitty is soooo fucking adorable. She should totally call her Choco :3 So I can affectionately call her Schokies :3:3

Poop.

Now i'd really like a whole thing of candy beans.  Vegan ones, if possible.

I've made a HUGE mistake.


or have I?

( cut )


needs a whole thing of candy beans.