WATCH OUT!

for my one and only juvies

2008-09-06T05:46:17Z

Win or win?

Ain't this just another one of life's truths?

2008-09-03T03:28:20Z

Okay...so skool started :B Quick review, I'm so le tired from week one and we haven't even done anything ~_~

Spanish: Nice young Argentenian lady that shares my first name. Waiting on stupid textbook to arrive. I honestly don't know about this class yet because she was absent the second day XD
CS: Nerdy DILF of a prof, entertaining thus far. The book is cute and dumb :3 I think I have a vague idea of what I'm doing in Java, but forgetting most of what I learned in math isn't helping me today ._. At least I don't have no runtime errors :D
RTF 317: Intro to Narrative strategies taught by a woman I officially have a Lady crush on! *_* She's so pretty and cute. Today's lecture was full of fun and clips and Hitchcock :P I hope to get a better handle on the material so I can sound smart for her >_>
RTF 318: Intro to Image and Sound taught by a relatively dorky movie type guy. Omg today's class was so fucking technical I'm getting a little intimidated ;; I hope I get the hang of thing...It will all come in handy, I'm sure!

Anyways things happening...good to see the Austin friends...Joe and I have a film club, that should be cool. Tomorrow I am going to my first 317 screening, a film called "Brick" from 05 and might be cool and go to Motorcycle Diaries at 10 if I'm cool.

Sipping out of my Wonder Woman mug makes me feel like a p.i.m.p. Learning about Sarah Palin does not. :(

For the love of God, America...PLEASE VOTE FOR OBAMA. If you want to throw your vote away, THROW IT AWAY ON HIM. PLEASE.

Anyway, back to le java. Missing the friend from helLtown ;; Tomorrow's my bro's birthday. Might maybe get a job tomorrow :0 Things should pan out, I hope.

Laters,
n*N

In reference to yesterday's post...

2008-08-20T09:48:19Z

I feel

2008-08-19T11:01:13Z

So impersonal and out of myself too often. Where has all the time gone? Where has my self expression fled?

Bleh. I've been reduced to only identifying with with Cat and Girl as of late. What happened to my own manifestation of emotions? What happened to my own art?

I need to do something. Something!

I've been so wrapped up with feminism and work and being upset and annoyed for everything. I haven't let any of that out in my own medium. What happened to that? Where has the time gone?

Maybe this is just 6 am blues. I wish my hair felt nice for once, but its just falling all over the place and losing its sheen.

I wish I could just translate that which keeps me awake at night into a Morrissey-esque song. But I'll never be that talented.

Whatever. I'd post another Cat and Girl but the damn site is down.

Damn I wish I had time to comment on this!

2008-08-13T04:46:01Z

I didn't know till today this had been out! I'm excited and skeptical XD But more later, I have a final tomorrow, boo!

Love ya, Claudette :3

OMG

2008-08-08T06:52:15Z

WIN. :x

also, been meaning to post these lyrics because I rediscovered how much I love them. Video to compliment for those who don't like words.

Open my eyes as I submerge
and I won't deny what I've been since birth.
I'll die drowned by your standards.
Breathe in the life of the summmer's death as the orange
and red breathe their first breath,
so welcome as they're burning through.
We all begin to burn.
Autumn's flame dance's in my eyes
Set alight for all we've learned.
My ashes falling.
My skin is singed but it heals my heart
and with glowing pride I'll wear my scars.
I'm honored by your hatred.
Leaves fall we arise again,
and the end impending,
it will begin.
So welcome as it's burning through.
Ashes fall and I'm rising up again. Ashes fall.
Ashes fall. Ashes fall as we all arise.

So nice, I'll post it twice.

fiesta texas?

2008-07-26T15:38:54Z

Random! Oh well, fun times

Awwwwsome

2008-07-26T08:36:45Z

hahahahahhaha

2008-07-25T22:34:26Z

I believe whatever doesn't kill you simply makes you...

2008-07-23T18:40:55Z

STRANGER.

Heh. I can't believe I've already seen that movie three times.

Last week I didn't sleep at all. This week, my body realized just how pointless if is to stay awake. Case in point: Slept from 1-9 the night before, slept from 2-8 yesterday afternoon, and slept from 1-9 last night. It's almost naptime again...

Anyway, in the even that Hurricane Dolly is part of racist, government conspiracy to kill off minorities (see: "George Bush doesn't care about black people!x"), here are a few recent pics. Also, I'm a bored camera whore sometimes. Also, no cuts for you because you just ignore my posts anyways D:! :3 luff u guys <3<3

Maek up for TDK. Colors are all weird, so I guess the photo sort of failed its purpose:

Gratuitous YSOSRS? style pic

I liked my hair, but in retrospect it looks dumb :(

There were lovely Jokers all about our premiere I should have taken pictures of :( Sorry guys.

Then, my cousin Jamie's Quincenera. It was lovely and Broadway themed. Cute

Her dress was really pretty. Event was so damn busy I didn't get to say hi, though :| Oh well, not very close anyways (related through our grandparents remarrying to one another like...10 years ago now)

This is a really adorable inbetween shot of said Grandparents. I have a formal one, but I just thought this one was too cute.

Con mi prima Crystal

Con mi abuelo Roberto Santos <3

That's all. I took a ton more, but these were my favorites :3

Anyways...I think I'm either going to take a nap or play guitar or something. Let disappointment continue to sink in.

Although, I hope we don't die by this hurricane. We usually don't, but yeah. Care about us here in South TX if you aren't from here, too?

n*N

not sure how i feel about this...

2008-07-20T13:32:19Z

Morrissey = Love... Bowie=Love...Morrissey covering Bowie, intentionally making mistakes? =...?

Still interesting :3 I think I like it because I'm a loser XD

"Cursing at the INTERNET!...You don't really like this song, do you? Do you?"

We're so beyond this!

2008-07-18T16:20:39Z

aww, I almost forgot about this video. Very well shot, and the song is catchy, too. Sara Quin is so cute :3:3

also

Epic. Davey is such a fabu hottie. Even Madonna recognizes this.

For good measure...

TDK was amazing, btw. Go see it. Now. NOW.

shit

2008-07-14T23:16:58Z

I thought I was done shaking.

WHY? Just fucking why? This isn't even about me anymore. Serious fucking ly.

omg kitty! :3

2008-07-14T05:20:31Z

Say hi to my intranet fwiends, kitty :3:3

Mark, bien grosera.

your mild best wishes they make me suspicious

2008-07-14T01:13:25Z

Too many good songs to describe my mood.

So now you send me your hardened 'regards'
When once you'd send me 'Love'
Sincerely I must tell you
Your mild 'best wishes'
They make me suspicious

You can only be strong for so long
It may not eat you but it will beat you
So this is why I tell you
I really don't understand
This time

Rejection is one thing, but rejection from a fool is cruel.

You wear it well, just like a king.

2008-07-13T23:59:15Z

Interesting

2008-07-13T15:53:34Z

Shock (medical)
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Signs and symptoms

* Hypovolemic shock
o Anxiety, restlessness, altered mental state due to decreased cerebral perfusion and subsequent hypoxia.
o Hypotension due to decrease in circulatory volume.
o A rapid, weak, thready pulse due to decreased blood flow combined with tachycardia.
o Cool, clammy skin due to vasoconstriction and stimulation of vasoconstriction.
o Rapid and shallow respirations due to sympathetic nervous system stimulation and acidosis.
o Hypothermia due to decreased perfusion and evaporation of sweat.
o Thirst and dry mouth, due to fluid depletion.
o Fatigue due to inadequate oxygenation.
o Cold and mottled skin (cutis marmorata), especially extremities, due to insufficient perfusion of the skin.
o Distracted look in the eyes or staring into space, often with pupils dilated.

Definitely wouldn't have medical shock, but fuck if I didn't feel those symptoms in addition to sensation of utter cold and shivering.

But I'll be over it.

Till then I should entertain myself. Hope all you kiddies lol as hard as I did.

Hmm, according to my soon to end UT calender, today is Embrace Your Geekiness Day. I think I shall indulge myself later with something. But for now, the bed beckons. Love my friends. Love my family. Love those that matter most.

And Juvi's new kitty is soooo fucking adorable. She should totally call her Choco :3 So I can affectionately call her Schokies :3:3

well,

2008-07-12T21:44:41Z

Poop.

Now i'd really like a whole thing of candy beans. Vegan ones, if possible.

to quote the great George Oscar Bluth...

2008-07-12T14:11:23Z

I've made a HUGE mistake.

or have I?

yikes.

2008-07-12T07:36:27Z

A most peculiar mademoiselle: hey
A most peculiar mademoiselle: maybe you and i should just talk.
A most peculiar mademoiselle: please
A most peculiar mademoiselle: i don't want any more violence.
LettuceMermaid: gou have an 7unh
A most peculiar mademoiselle: ..?
A most peculiar mademoiselle: i don't know what that means, and i won't respond to it.
A most peculiar mademoiselle: but
A most peculiar mademoiselle: i'm willing to speak with you on the phone if you are
A most peculiar mademoiselle: this has gone on long enough, and no one should be physically harmed over this.
A most peculiar mademoiselle: and i really hope you won't drag my mother into any of this. she's asleep.
A most peculiar mademoiselle: please
A most peculiar mademoiselle: let's at least talk about this like adults?
A most peculiar mademoiselle: maybe it wasn't my place to get upset with you just now, but hearing about that scares me...and hurts me. it hurts my soul to think you can have this perception of someone where you say you've loved them for so long, but can so easily turn 180 degrees and nearly hurt.
A most peculiar mademoiselle: i think we can agree that it isn't right to hurt the person you love like that, right?
LettuceMermaid: No one was.
LettuceMermaid: Really?
LettuceMermaid: is that why [personal]
LettuceMermaid: Is that why [personal]
LettuceMermaid: Is that why [personal]
LettuceMermaid: is that why on your birthday she told me that we'd be together?
LettuceMermaid: You were out with friends
LettuceMermaid: she called at midnight
LettuceMermaid: is taht why we've been having sex?
LettuceMermaid: For love.
LettuceMermaid: Of course.
LettuceMermaid: NO ONE WAS FUCKING HARMED
LettuceMermaid: I'm the ONLY FUCKING ONE WHO HAS BEEN TELLING THE FUCKING TRUTH
Changed status to Offline (2:26:57 AM)

needs a whole thing of candy beans.

bleh

2008-07-12T04:48:56Z

bleh bleh bleh

Best word ever

2008-07-11T08:30:23Z

Fagette.

Seriously.

Is that not the best word ever? Only Cunt comes close.

eh, I'm not so bad right now, Simon & Garfunkle help.

Thank god for ONTD

2008-07-11T04:54:09Z

http://community.livejournal.com/ohnotheydidnt/25537453.html

Without that, it'd be hard to cancel out the cold/shivering/sadness. Obviously, its not a perfect balance, but even AD is only so funny.

Um. yeah.

hoping for a hello

2008-07-10T08:36:22Z

We all need a bridge...

When you're weary, feeling small,
When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all;
I'm on your side. When times get rough
And friends just can't be found,
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.

When you're down and out,
When you're on the street,
When evening falls so hard
I will comfort you.
I'll take your part.
When darkness comes
And pain is all around,
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.

I'd still like to be yours, if you'll have me.

***
I never really like the last verse, so I excluded it. Sorry S&G fans!
***

I really need to relax. It's not good for me to go crazy all the time. I just hope that you can sympathize for me once in a while when I get like this. Maybe not humor me, but at least a hello. You're very dear to me, and your absence does take a toll on me sometimes.

Either way, I send my love.

affection & attention: you've both been suspended

2008-07-10T01:09:41Z

Having had enough of it all
Said you can do what you want to whenever you want to
You can do what you want to, there's no one to stop you
All spit and spite, you're up all night
And down every day

Fuck you Mario RPG >( I got the goddamn Masher. I fucking saved in Rosetown so I could wake up by Link. UGH. About two hours of my life wasted :\

But then again, what day isn't a little bit of a waste?